December 2009
40 posts
My Aunt Elaine died today of lung cancer and it was the first time I have seen my dad cry. It is crazy how in two months a person (as far as you know) goes from perfectly healthy to dying of Lung cancer to dead right before you. If you knew her you would never believe she was sick. She was always cheerful and was there for for me when I needed her. I love her so much.
I have traveled to the delmar YMCA 3 times since Since Christmas to go ice skating and everytime I am too late because they have the craziest hours. So I end up staying at the gym for 2 hours working off my frustration haha.
This is kind of related but I got a Wii Fit for Christmas and personaly I thought is was going to be so dumb and embarassing but it accually is really fun and a great work...
It is 6:30 in the morning and I could not sleep all last night just like a little kid. I have already takin a 1 hour shower and watched some t.v. and still no one is up.
only my sister gets sick this much
Halloween: Swine Flu
Thanksgiving: Pneumonia
Now Christmas: Double pink eye
when will it stop?
the stories my sister tells me make my day
my sister: I believe in Santa clause
Some boy: I don’t I have to see it to believe it.
cute little girl: well you cant see love and that’s real.
i just realized
I did not do any of the things I wanted to do for Christmas fun.
I did not go to the city and see the tree
I did not go to holiday lights in the park
I did not watch all my Christmas movies on VHS
Did not so secret santa
I am kind of shocked because I usually do all this stuff at the begining of the season. I look forward to doing that stuff all year and two days before Christmas I am just...
My best friend hates me and she will not talk to me this sucks. =(
please help
I had a terrible day in and out of school today… it all started when I woke up in the middle of the night and looked out of my window and saw something (I dont know what) murdering my snow mans head. the next bad thing happened in math where I asked Ms. Faoro a question but then i realized i just awnsered the question in my head and told her that I figured it out she replied yelling saying...
I love winter
But… everything turns really gray and depressing. I would love for everyone to be happy again.
I have to say
That lately I have been so bitchy towards my mom and sister and I do not know why. My mom can say one thing to me (not nessarily bad) but it just makes me so mad that I can not help but be mean. for example tonight she said for the millionth time “Mary dont forget to eat more vegies they are good for you” (after I have already had like two scoops) I flip out. It is just her motherly...
I see
Giant snowman in my future =)
Myth
I really really want it to snow so do you wear your PJs inside out or is that only for school closings? Anyway it is freezing outside and my computer keeps alerting me that there is a sever weather alert, and it has snow flakes next to it. Im so excited because that mean giant snowman, sleding, hot coco, warm blankets and a whole lot of christmas movies. So please snow.
I just wanted to know what it would be like.
If you ever thought about doing something or wanted something really bad but did not know what the outcome would be, that is how I feel. Your head takes over and you think wow I just want to know what it what be like if I did something I do not normally do. It would be amazing. Taking what you want and getting it regardless what happens and then life goes on.